I'm a Ruin - Marina And The Diamonds

I know that I can't have it all

But without you I am afraid I'll fall

I know I'm playing with your heart

And I could treat you better but I'm not that smart

When it comes to love you're an easy fight

A flower in a gun a bird in flight

It isn't fair and it isn't right

To lead you on like it's all alright

I played with your heart

And I could treat you better but I'm not that smart

You still mean everything to me

To me

But I want to be free

I'll ruin yeah I'll ruin you

I'll ruin yeah I'll ruin you

I've been doing things I shouldn't do

Things I shouldn't do

Yeah uh huh ooh yeah

Yeah uh huh ooh yeah

It's difficult to move on when nothing was right and nothing's wrong

You still can't look me in the eye

Cause you've been bitten once and now you're twice as shy

I've had my share of beautiful men

But I'm still young and I want to love again

It's difficult to say goodbye

And easier to live a lover's lie

And I've tried to say

Babe I'm gonna ruin you if you let me stay

You still mean everything to me to me

But I wanna be free

I'll ruin yeah I'll ruin you

I'll ruin yeah i'll ruin you

I've been doing things I shouldn't do

Things I shouldn't do

Yeah uh huh ooh yeah

Yeah uh huh ooh yeah

It doesn't feel right and it doesn't feel fair

When I'm planning to move on and you're still standing there

Don't wanna keep a secret but I don't know how to keep it fair yeah

I'll ruin yeah I'll ruin you

I'll ruin yeah I'll ruin you

I've been doing things I shouldn't do

Things I shouldn't do

But I don't wanna say goodbye goodbye

But baby I don't wanna lie

To lie to lie to you

I'm a ruin

Yeah uh huh ooh yeah

Yeah uh huh ooh yeah

Yeah uh huh